10 Weeks to go

If the last 2 weeks are any indication of how the next 10 are going to be, I'm in for a long couple months. It hasn't been the easiest pregnancy and I've had my struggles but everything is getting even harder now. I've tried everything to ease the pain in my legs and back but nothing is helping. My feet are constantly swollen, and my hands are most of the time too. I haven't been able to wear my wedding ring for the past 2 months. My job is becoming more difficult. Standing for 8 hours a day is a lot, a lot more then I ever realized, especially with swollen feet. Shoes don't fit anymore. Flip flops it is! Thankfully it's not the middle of winter, I don't know what I would do then. My only problem now is trying to find dressier looking flip flops now that we're getting into fall and I need them for the upcoming events I have. Maybe I can buy a bedazzler and decorate the ones I already have. lol

With all the pain that I've been having, it's been wearing me down mentally and emotionally as much as physically. I've had a couple of break downs this week. Just getting through the day takes a lot out of me. And the morning sickness is coming back again. And on top of that, nosebleeds. I'm still taking the medication to control the morning sickness, but it's getting stronger still.

I feel so ready to have my little girl here. I hate playing this waiting game. I'm ready to have her and hold her and hear her cry, see her smile. I can't wait to share my life with her and teach her everything I know, and to learn from her.

Gary has been so supportive through everything I've gone through and the struggle I've been having. This was such a tough week, it was such a nice surprise to come home to this last night:

I love my husband. :)